Talking about Love,relationship,commitment..etc...etc..I've been thinking a lot about it lately..
I'm a person who keep things to myself..i would rather hurt myself than telling people how i feel.. And i Love crying..(don't ask me why) Because of the long- distance relationship I'm going through now..most of my friend ask me not to put too much hope on it..don't commit to this insecure relationship too much..
Were talking to Jess last night..She asked me something interesting which sounds like this "how could you be so strong on overcoming this long -distance relationship?"it actually makes me think even more..(Yeah!!! i can finally start thinking and make used of my brain again) My answer huh? I told Jess.."hmm..probably because I do really Love him." there goes Jess again " hahaha!! it's very obvious you Love Ah Ke more..umm..i mean not that he don't love you..it's just your love for him is much more than the average border." My Mom told me that too.. :(((
There was once..*someone* told me if one day my relationship isn't working..Don't do anything stupid..don't end your life just because of a guy..LOL...( thinking about it again) how nice it was if there's insurance for relationship..then i can go invest everything to *UOB* Bank..double profit..Alvin earn his part..i earn mine. :DDD
Most people assume that...in a relationship where two person got together..the one who Love the other half more is the weakest opponent..Holy Shit~~
Maybe i should stop climbing, in case i fall too hard.
doesn't mean stop loving..it's just..don't be too dependant?:(
What Say You?
BUT......i'm sure even if i fall..someone will be there to hold me.. Blekk..!! still going to climb no matter what.. :p Hopefully that someone will be the one i hope he is..
-The End-
Saturday, January 10, 2009
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i dont know about happily ever after..but one thing for sure..i agree to that someone(don't do stupid things)..there's stil many people who loves you..i mean IF...IF one day your relationship isnt really working..(i guess many people will be real happy) then i will have the chance to court you...haha!! kidding!!
hmmm..but i dont think you are that kind..in school..we always thinks that you are the type of girl who plays around( no offence) I will hear my fren tellin me i'm in love with shannon..one by one..LOl..happy mou? but you no chance dy la...sudah ada bf!!!
but really lo...dont put too much hope..
yO..was chatting on msn...BAN-JAMIN ask me to come see...!!
having relationship problem ha??
HMM..i also dunno wat to sAY..But yalor..dont commit too deep..later drown no body can save you.
but i doubted u love ur bf more..sure not?
later go yum cha talk baout it ok??
i'm always the one...bwahahhaa!!!
u good lor you..go yum cha with them didnt call me..luckily i saw... not fren at all!! ><
your bf dun wan u...u cal me.. i smack him for you...dont sad...dont thinkn so much..
I thought about falling hard before, but this is my code of honor: to try my best, even in the end i didnt get what i want or i hurt myself, i wont have regret or guilt. What if my boyfriend never thought of me leaving him? what if my bf really thinking of happily ever after? and its only me thinking that? then it would mean i am having doubt to trust him which i try not to do because it all seems unnecessary when you know wat you are going to do is the same even if you turn back the time (maybe you will).But we never know what happen in the future anyways even if there is a small changing in the past.
gal arrrr gal......
I don't know what can I say nor what can I promise you... sorry for letting you feeling unsecure... But please trust in my Love for you, ok? happily ever after is what we will get at the end, I know we will =)
happily do exist..
got the words from derek. Lega le ma?? :p
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