And I'm starting to look lik a Bloated-goin- to-burst-airbaloon. *gasp*
Besides, I'm hopelessly lazy to exercise.. suffering from stupid constipation.(already mentally constipated) went to belly dancing classes..doesn't seems working ..cause i need to baby sit and the fees are way to expensive.. Rm120 for 3 hours. Wtf. =="
Tried to starve myself and end up having gastric secretion and went for injection on my "hand" cause i cant stand the pain.. those X'tac, Histac, watever tac doesn't work =(
The Doctor persuaded me few times to scan my stomach by poking a tube through my mouth and off to my stomach. The Doctor Cakap wanna check whether i got " duodenal ulcer, benign gastric ulcer, postoperative ulcer, reflux oesophagitis, zollinger-Ellison syndrome" (Coi!!)
So many different kinds of gastric huh? Pain = Pain..
I looks pathetically FAT and Bloated right now!! Just like an African Devil Frog!!
There.. My Twin!!The Little tiny frog looking at me will be Derek.. i will squash him to death. And still he ask me not to forget to eat my breakfast, lunch , dinner... Pathetic right?? so miserable.. :< Angel always says I've gained weight..i have double chin-ed!! sniff!! So does my brother..and even The Boyfriend of mine he used to tell me i've gained weight on my FACE!!
To be honest, i feels that people who suffered from anorexia are beautiful.
From encyclopedia,
Anorexia nervosa is a psychiatric illness that describes an eating disorder, characterized by extreme low body weight and body image distortion, with an obsessive fear of gaining weight.
But the problem is.. i don't have eating disorder. i eat all the time.. whenever i tempt to eat.. i will think this way " ceh.. eat first lah..think later" so guilty to my body. :(
Went out with a friend of mine by the name of Edmund on Valentine's Day for dinner( cause the other mofo fly our aeroplane..knn) We ordered Pizza and mud cakes. (drooling) I actually enjoyed watching people eating. LOl.. We THOUGHT the pizza would be a small one but came out real huge. omfg. how to eat?? two person only!! Unfortunately, i only ate a piece.(8 pieces altogether) No appetite... cause My 2 other darlings wasn't there.. It was really awkward for both of us to get together. Because we don't really talk back then in school.. so our conversation was all craps. he asked me question and i answered.. senang ler..
---When the Food arrived---
Edmund: Wow! this is huge.. i thought it was a small one
Shannon: Yay!! But dont worry.. I'm sure you can finish it..
Edmund: Hmm.. I actually watch my calories and i seldom eat at night.
Shannon: WHAT!!!?? But you are a guy.. its okay.. eat first..think later. :P
Edmund: Haha.. Nono.. i will feel guilty to my body and i would wait for the food to digest
Shannon: Wah.. how long does it takes? (in my heart : wtf.. sai mm sai ah?)
Edmund: Probably 2 hours. while waiting i will read some fiction books lik Times..etc.
Shannon: Wow!! But for me..even if i eat now.. i can sleep right away. xD
Edmund: (after eating 2 pieces) Shannon, I'm really so loaded now. cant finish anymore.
Shannon: Hey Edmund, do u know that i dislike ppl who waste food?
Edmund: Shannon, since you dislike ppl to waste food i have no choice but to finish it.
Shannon: (hallelujah) Good! (i wonder do he really watch his calories or he feels real shy to eat that much in front of me..whahaha.. JK!! xD)
Thank God.. Edmund actually finished the entire thing!! woohoo!! *applause* but he also took few minutes to rest and continue.. haha!! I Love making ppl Fat !! xD
To the Boyfriend, Thanks for forwarding this E-mail " Do You Think Fat is Ugly" which contains this beautiful-award-winning-super Hot Picture to me. I Love this picture alot and i do think that she's Hot and Beautiful..
I wonder do that model up there has a bf. ^^
2 comments:
hahaha..i like the ass and the balls phrase! Siao zha bo! so thin dy still say fat??!
you eat too much until brain damage hah??
Blind blow also fly.
lol..the phrase? i've deleted it..due to.. its to harsh for lil kids like u..:P
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